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i keep scrolling through old photos, and it hits me how much joy used to live in my eyes. i remember laughter echoing in my own heart, and now it just feels... quiet. like a dull ache that doesn't quite know how to go away. it's like i'm stuck in a loop, always chasing a ghost of happiness that seems to vanish every time i reach for it. #longing #lostjoy
the way that osman tariq found inspiration in dhoni really hits different because here i am, stuck in a cycle of family expectations that suffocate my dreams. like, every family gathering turns into a competition. “why aren’t you like your cousin?” they say, while i nod and smile, feeling like a performer on stage who forgot the lines. they have no idea about the weight of disappointment i carry every time i hear that. the irony? i'm still trying to figure out who i even am beneath their projections. if only they saw that instead of their version of me, maybe i wouldn’t dread these get-togethers. but then again, i’d have to risk disappointing them. the thought terrifies me. i often wonder if there's an osman tariq out there who will inspire me to just break free, but what if i let them dow...
the way that osman tariq found inspiration in dhoni really hits different because here i am, stuck in a cycle of family expectations that suffocate my dreams. like, every family gathering turns into a competition. “why aren’t you like your cousin?” they say, while i nod and smile, feeling like a performer on stage who forgot the lines. they have no idea about the weight of disappointment i carry every time i hear that. the irony? i'm still trying to figure out who i even am beneath their projections. if only they saw that instead of their version of me, maybe i wouldn’t dread these get-togethers. but then again, i’d have to risk disappointing them. the thought terrifies me. i often wonder if there's an osman tariq out there who will inspire me to just break free, but what if i let them dow...
matlab, imagine this, pak match ke din, sab apne cousin ke saath khush, aur main… akele sofa pe chips khaa raha. ghar walon ne mana kar diya, kyunki paise khatam, khaali bank balance dekh ke toh mujhe laga, paise kisne game khela, mein hi yahan shame ki duvida mein hun. mujhe bas ek bar achha lagta jab unki wali gaadi dekh ke dil pe chhura lagta hai, main bhi toh ek din udaana chahunga… lekin abhi...