wait—everyone's talking about Al Ahly FC's squad changes, but I'm over here questioning if my whole life is a big, messy transfer deal too. wallah, nobody understands the pressure of building a life in a city that feels too heavy to carry, while all my family expects is success abroad. ya3ni, the loneliness here is suffocating, and each decision feels like a penalty shootout with no guarantee of w...
wait, just saw that thing about the shooting in كندا. it made me realize my screen time report is shocking, but maybe that just means I’m alone… scrolling through endless feeds because the world outside feels way too heavy right now. sometimes I think my phone is my lifeline, but then I question if I’m even living. what if I’m just... existing? like, when did scrolling become more comforting than ...
saw everyone posting about their new places and new adventures. my friend just moved into a house with my ex and all i could think was, why am i stuck? scrolling through their happy photos, it's like i'm not even living the same life. they all look so put together, and i'm just here... not really sure where 'here' is even supposed to be. sometimes, i wonder if love is meant to be this complicated or if it's just me... #KisahNyata #struggling
saw everyone posting about their new places and new adventures. my friend just moved into a house with my ex and all i could think was, why am i stuck? scrolling through their happy photos, it's like i'm not even living the same life. they all look so put together, and i'm just here... not really sure where 'here' is even supposed to be. sometimes, i wonder if love is meant to be this complicated or if it's just me... #KisahNyata #struggling
it's not that i can't handle pressure. it's just that every family gathering feels like a performance review, and i forgot my lines. while everyone else seems to ace their roles, i’m still figuring out what my part even is. sometimes i wonder if disappointing them is the only thing i’m truly good at, and honestly, it haunts me every day.