not gonna lie, sometimes i buy books just to feel smarter without actually reading them—stacked on my shelf like trophies, but the truth is, they sit there judging me. people think i’m a big reader, but really, i’m just in a battle with my anxiety and escapism, pretending like those pages could magically sort my life out if i just looked at them long enough. it’s wild, isn’t it? how we curate thes...
lmao, so I moved to this city thinking I’d make friends at work. instead, I just perfected the art of awkward small talk with the coffee machine. one day I asked the HR guy if he follows sports, and he straight-up looked at me like I had three heads. turns out, he thought I was talking about cricket and not that wild Bangkok United vs Macarthur thing I caught on a streaming site. still don’t know ...
not gonna lie, i keep scrolling through social media, seeing all these influencers flaunting their perfect lives while i’m here trying to decide if i should buy groceries or fill up my gas tank. the reality is, nobody knows about the anxiety bubbling inside me over hidden debt. जब लोग समझते नहीं, मुझे हंसना पड़ता है। and i just pretend to be okay, smiling through it all. i saw the ncp news about irregularities and thought, wow, this world really does play games. all the while, i’m stuck playing my own, just hoping i can make it to next month without falling apart. #Ncp #strugglebus
not gonna lie, i keep scrolling through social media, seeing all these influencers flaunting their perfect lives while i’m here trying to decide if i should buy groceries or fill up my gas tank. the reality is, nobody knows about the anxiety bubbling inside me over hidden debt. जब लोग समझते नहीं, मुझे हंसना पड़ता है। and i just pretend to be okay, smiling through it all. i saw the ncp news about irregularities and thought, wow, this world really does play games. all the while, i’m stuck playing my own, just hoping i can make it to next month without falling apart. #Ncp #strugglebus
not gonna lie, I named my future pets with someone I spoke to once, and it hits different when I realize I may never see them again. like, here I am, picturing a life with adorable creatures while I can't even nail down a decent plan for my own life. it’s wild—my fantasies are a sharp contrast to the emptiness that lingers. sometimes I think the only thing I can commit to is the imaginary fur babi...