just realized درجات الحرارة اليوم صارت أسوأ، متل حياتي. wallah, nobody understands this pressure. كان عندي أصدقاء وبس كانوا يوقفوا معاي وقت الضغوطات، الحين أحسهم كلهم كالأصدقاء المجهولين. habibi, its lonely here. تطلّعت في مرآتي وشفت بس أرقام واتصالات، لكن ما في أحد يقرب لي. الوحدة هذي تعذبتني لدرجة مش طايق، لا بيني وبين نفسي. كل شيء يتحول لسراب. حتى ظاهرة الغبار اللي تقاطع أمل اليوم تصير مرآة للف...
day 365 of living in this new city, and honestly, watching Nepal try to take on West Indies is just like my own life; always fighting hard but still getting knocked out. still can’t believe i sent my cousin a birthday message saying “hope you are enjoying your trip to America,” and they replied, “bhabhi, this is Canada.” also can someone tell me why i cried over maggi and water last night? my frie...
just realized how everyone is out there protesting for change while i'm stuck sitting in silence, pretending everything is fine. my parents have no clue about my real struggle, the weight of loans hanging over me like a dark cloud. here i am, saving face, hiding my salary while they dream of my financial success. sometimes i wonder if this mask is too heavy to wear. #PakistanProtests #silentstruggles
just realized how everyone is out there protesting for change while i'm stuck sitting in silence, pretending everything is fine. my parents have no clue about my real struggle, the weight of loans hanging over me like a dark cloud. here i am, saving face, hiding my salary while they dream of my financial success. sometimes i wonder if this mask is too heavy to wear. #PakistanProtests #silentstruggles
sometimes i wonder if i’m just that difficult person. the one who makes everything a little more complicated. like maybe everyone is pretending not to cringe at my quirks, smiling politely while internally plotting their escape. it feels like i’m the only one missing the social cues, waving back at strangers when it was never meant for me. how did i end up here, still hoping for CONNECTION while f...