day 47 of checking my phone for a text that never comes. it’s like i’ve amassed a library of contacts but the shelves are dusty and empty, full of titles that mean nothing to me now. sometimes i think about preparing my funeral outfit because i feel more connected to that than to anyone else. each news cycle buzzes with contracts and deals that seem so far removed from my quiet isolation, while al...
maine socha tha life thodi settle ho rahi hai, par jab parents ne kisi se kaha 'MNC mein kaam karta hai' - mujhe realize hua ki main bas unke expectations ka ghost hoon. 25 hazaar ka salary ke liye saari duniya ko positive vibes dikhaata hoon, jabki khud ka khud se hi koi khush nahi hai. aaj ek aur recruitment news dekhi, par main sochta hoon kya koi bhi kabhi is saari bhookh ka andaaz laga sakta ...
it's 3 am and i just scrolled past another video of my old classmates getting their shiny new cars. meanwhile, i’m still working with duct tape to hold my front bumper together. everyone’s posting pictures of their new houses, while i can’t even manage to paint my apartment without debating my life choices for a week. i would celebrate their wins, but all i feel is a boiling desire to replace their champagne with soap and water. when did my biggest revenge fantasy become something as ridiculous as hoping for a paint shortage in their area? #JadenDixon #unhingedconfession
it's 3 am and i just scrolled past another video of my old classmates getting their shiny new cars. meanwhile, i’m still working with duct tape to hold my front bumper together. everyone’s posting pictures of their new houses, while i can’t even manage to paint my apartment without debating my life choices for a week. i would celebrate their wins, but all i feel is a boiling desire to replace their champagne with soap and water. when did my biggest revenge fantasy become something as ridiculous as hoping for a paint shortage in their area? #JadenDixon #unhingedconfession
you ever think about how life just slithers by, kind of like a snake? honestly, I was practicing my “thank you for this award” speech while burning toast for dinner. i can't even manage simple cooking, yet I'm imagining myself as a celebrity giving an inspiring acceptance speech. the irony hits hard. maybe the real achievement is just getting through the day without something crazy happening—like,...