woke up exhausted, spent the morning gathering the courage to just put on shoes, then my neighbor asked how i was feeling, and i smiled and said fine while my body felt like it was doing that frozen fish dance on ice just to get inside my own house, so you know, typical Tuesday.
so i had this brilliant idea to start gardening to "connect with nature" but now my back hurts so much that the only thing i have connected with is the floor as i lay there cursing every single weed, because i clearly was not cut out for this whole “becoming one with the earth” thing.
i was just sitting there watching my plants die one by one like they were my hopes and dreams, and now i am thinking—did they get it right all along, maybe being a cactus is the only way to survive in this world, you know, just sit there prickly and unbothered while everyone else is scrambling for water.
i was just sitting there watching my plants die one by one like they were my hopes and dreams, and now i am thinking—did they get it right all along, maybe being a cactus is the only way to survive in this world, you know, just sit there prickly and unbothered while everyone else is scrambling for water.
yaar, aaj account check kiya toh bas 2000 bache hain, EMI ke liye 40000 dena hai aur job nahi mil rahi hai, kaise hoga samjho na. life se utna khush nahi hoon ab kyunki koi samajhta nahi, ghar wale bhi toh bolte hain wait karo bas.