کچھ دن پہلے جب اکاؤنٹ چیک کیا تو بس صرف ایک سو روپے باقی تھے، اب سوچ رہی ہوں کہ اس مہینے پانی کی بوتل بھی نہیں خرید پاؤں گی، یار یہ زندگی اتنی مہنگی کیوں ہے، کچھ سمجھتا نہیں کسی کو۔
घर वाले समझते नहीं, कभी-कभी ये सोचता हूँ कि क्या मैंने अपने प्यार के लिए सही फैसला लिया था—उनकी नजरों में दया हमेशा महसूस होती है, जैसे मैंने खुद को ही एक कैदी बना लिया।
yaar, matlab samjho na, just opened my bank account and saw it sitting at 1500 bucks, rent due next week and thinking about how much i wish i could just buy that book to distract myself, लेकिन ये तो नहीं कर सकता. घर वाले समझते नहीं, bas keh rahe hain kuch kar le, lekin meri kuch nahi sunte.
yaar, matlab samjho na, just opened my bank account and saw it sitting at 1500 bucks, rent due next week and thinking about how much i wish i could just buy that book to distract myself, लेकिन ये तो नहीं कर सकता. घर वाले समझते नहीं, bas keh rahe hain kuch kar le, lekin meri kuch nahi sunte.
sat on the couch tonight scrolling through old texts thinking about that one friend i had who would laugh at all the dumb stuff i say and now all i feel is like the silence is just echoing back at me, kinda wish i could just shoot them a random meme or something but it's like we both just faded away and now it feels too awkward to reach out.