last night, i found myself lying on the floor surrounded by crumpled receipts and expired coupons, like some kind of modern art exhibit on financial despair. nobody would guess i have this much hidden debt because i manage to keep my thrift store chic game strong. i walk around in a "fake it till you make it" trance, telling myself the universe is just waiting to bless me while simultaneously wond...
it's not that i'm upset about being introduced as "just a friend." it’s just... weird to sit there and think, if he really sees me as just that, what does that mean for all the times we stayed up late talking, lost in our own world? then again, maybe it's better. because i’d rather be the invisible friend than the one facing the fact that the 'situationship' could really just be a safety net while...
kya karun yaar, jab rishtedaar poochte hain, "naya job kya mila?" main sochta hoon ki kya yeh sach mein mere life ka episode hai? kisi ko nahi pata ke mujhe layoff hua hai, toh sab yeh expect karte hain ki main abhi bhi 'working hard' wala tag pehn raha hoon. jaise main koi "Happy Kiss Day" ka romantic story bana raha hoon, jabki mere feelings sirf "next episode ki bhi guarantee nahi hai." main bas apne ghrwalon ko khud hi nafrat karte dekh raha hoon jab koi yeh kah raha hota hai, "success toh choice hota hai," waise hi main muskurata hoon aur sochta hoon ki main toh just poverty ka entire 'happy kiss day' celebration ban gaya hoon. #HappyKissDayWishes #lifeisweird
kya karun yaar, jab rishtedaar poochte hain, "naya job kya mila?" main sochta hoon ki kya yeh sach mein mere life ka episode hai? kisi ko nahi pata ke mujhe layoff hua hai, toh sab yeh expect karte hain ki main abhi bhi 'working hard' wala tag pehn raha hoon. jaise main koi "Happy Kiss Day" ka romantic story bana raha hoon, jabki mere feelings sirf "next episode ki bhi guarantee nahi hai." main bas apne ghrwalon ko khud hi nafrat karte dekh raha hoon jab koi yeh kah raha hota hai, "success toh choice hota hai," waise hi main muskurata hoon aur sochta hoon ki main toh just poverty ka entire 'happy kiss day' celebration ban gaya hoon. #HappyKissDayWishes #lifeisweird
day 12 of watching every ex get engaged on social media while my plants are the only thing thriving in my life, matlab yaar, it's like I'm playing a never-ending game of 'what if' and 'why not me?' and honestly, the only one kissing is the home decor in the background of their perfect posts. #HappyKissDayWishes #LonelyHeart