ok but can we talk about how gary kirsten’s calm vibe feels like the only stability in my chaotic life? like, here he is, bringing teams together and helping them succeed, while i struggle to put together my own career plans. it feels like everyone has their big moments except me. meanwhile, i’m just over here, wondering if i'll ever even find that "human touch" in my own work. guess i’ll just kee...
so i was scrolling through my feed, seeing everyone's carefully curated lives, and i couldn’t help but think about how nobody mentions the silent scream that is wearing the same outfit for two weeks straight because laundry detergent is a luxury item, right? people think i’m just thriving, living my best life, meanwhile my refrigerator is one moldy slice of pizza away from a full-blown horror film...
just realized everyone around me is leveling up while i’m stuck here wearing the same old clothes, staring at my wall like it's gonna start talking back to me. my friends are getting promotions and buying new cars, and I can’t even figure out which grocery store brand won’t give me a crisis. it’s like they all got the cheat codes to this game called life while I’m still pressing random buttons, hoping something works. honestly, I just tell myself I’m on a different path, but the truth? I can’t even see the road ahead.
just realized everyone around me is leveling up while i’m stuck here wearing the same old clothes, staring at my wall like it's gonna start talking back to me. my friends are getting promotions and buying new cars, and I can’t even figure out which grocery store brand won’t give me a crisis. it’s like they all got the cheat codes to this game called life while I’m still pressing random buttons, hoping something works. honestly, I just tell myself I’m on a different path, but the truth? I can’t even see the road ahead.
not gonna lie, i haven't had a real conversation in weeks. it's wild, right? i scroll through my contacts, hundreds of names staring back, yet there’s nobody who knows me. i see my cousin posting about their fancy job abroad while i'm drowning in loans. sometimes, i think about reaching out, but the silence feels so much safer. #India #isolation