i finally trained my replacement last week, not even knowing i was leaving myself. talk about adding insult to injury. meanwhile, everyone on my feed keeps flexing about their 'dream jobs,' while i'm sitting here wondering if tonight's dinner is more important than paying the minimum on my hidden debts. you want to talk pressure? i'm pretty sure if i don't keep pretending everything's okay, my ent...
it’s like i’m in a room filled with balloons, beautiful and vibrant, but every time i reach for one, it pops. i should feel bigger, should feel lighter, but i’m just stuck—like a moth trapped in a glass jar, buzzing and bruised against the walls, pretending that one day i might just fly out. but then i wonder—what if the air outside is just too cold? what if i’d rather be small and safe? that’s wh...
honestly, life feels like a big joke when you see your cousins getting their fancy cars, while i struggle to pay for auto fare just to go to a place that feels more like a burden than a joy. yaari dosti sab kuch lagta tha, but ab unka phone number hai, par unse baat karne ka waqt nahi. no one to share my silly joys or heavy burdens with anymore. sometimes i think about just disappearing, but then i realize it’s harder than it sounds, because adulting is a lonely, spiraling chaos. #Vote #Isolation
honestly, life feels like a big joke when you see your cousins getting their fancy cars, while i struggle to pay for auto fare just to go to a place that feels more like a burden than a joy. yaari dosti sab kuch lagta tha, but ab unka phone number hai, par unse baat karne ka waqt nahi. no one to share my silly joys or heavy burdens with anymore. sometimes i think about just disappearing, but then i realize it’s harder than it sounds, because adulting is a lonely, spiraling chaos. #Vote #Isolation
i have this whole imaginary world in my head where i make the perfect living, but in reality, i’m juggling payments like a circus act. no one sees the mountain of fees piling up or the embarrassment when i can't contribute to plans. honestly, most days i’m just trying to act like i’m not one missed paycheck away from total chaos.