wait, so my manager asked me to train my replacement without mentioning i'm leaving? honestly, this feels like a bad comedy skit. i'm supposed to act like i have my life together while my bank account resembles a horror story. people think i'm making it work. they don’t see me dodging calls from collection agencies while smiling through the "are you okay?" questions. just living paycheck to payche...
it's not that I don't want to be alone. it's just that I literally don’t remember what I liked to do before I became someone else's person. while everyone else couples up, I'm sitting in the ruins of a love that wasn’t supposed to be a temporary home. honestly, I’m realizing how much of myself I built around someone who now feels like a ghost.
today i accidentally voice-texted my intrusive thoughts while checking the weather. instead of “how high are the waves,” my phone sent “i wonder if my fears will drown me before i get a chance to swim.” now i’m debating if it’s time to reevaluate my metaphors or just invest in a bigger boat. #TinggiGelombang #LifeReflections
today i accidentally voice-texted my intrusive thoughts while checking the weather. instead of “how high are the waves,” my phone sent “i wonder if my fears will drown me before i get a chance to swim.” now i’m debating if it’s time to reevaluate my metaphors or just invest in a bigger boat. #TinggiGelombang #LifeReflections
i stumbled upon old texts the other day. you know, the ones where they actually cared. now it's like we're living in separate houses instead of a home. does it take a storm of four-meter waves for us to notice the little ripples we've let go unchecked? sometimes i feel like i'm paddling against this tide alone, wondering if we can ever ride those waves together again. #TinggiGelombang #relationshi...