yaar, matlab samjho na, yesterday I went to buy a simple potato peeler and left the store with a 5-tier spice rack because—who needs to peel potatoes when you can have curry seasonings for every mood, right? घर वाले समझते नहीं, like they do not appreciate the tactical decision-making involved in such choices!
came home to all this emptiness after years of serving. sometimes i think i traded my whole life for a thank you and a flag, like what even was it for.
woke up this morning and realized i have not done laundry in over two weeks, just been living in the same few outfits because the laundromat is too far and i hate carrying quarters, now i smell like last week’s lunch and i can’t remember when i last felt fresh, kinda stuck in this cycle where the effort to escape feels like too much for the little that i have. also, why do socks keep disappearing?
woke up this morning and realized i have not done laundry in over two weeks, just been living in the same few outfits because the laundromat is too far and i hate carrying quarters, now i smell like last week’s lunch and i can’t remember when i last felt fresh, kinda stuck in this cycle where the effort to escape feels like too much for the little that i have. also, why do socks keep disappearing?
so the other day i bought one of those fancy scented candles that promises to transform your whole vibe, right, but instead it just smells like the exasperated sigh of my soul mixed with a hint of regret and now my apartment smells like a therapy session gone wrong, so basically i'm just sitting here with my lights on, flinching at my own reflection in the dark because even my home environment is ...