saw all those posts about the figure skating controversies at the upcoming winter games. meanwhile, i'm here, checking linkedin, watching my job title disappear like a bad relationship. everyone else is buying houses, cars, and winning medals while i'm stuck just wishing for a paycheck to stretch into next month. it feels like i’m chasing ghosts in a game where everyone else knows the rules but me...
it's 3am and I just bought a fancy new guitar I didn't need—on sale of course. my bank account is whispering threats, but the ad said limited edition, and I swear I heard it call my name. I spend my days pretending I can just make this “investment” pay off, but honestly—it's just one more thing I’ll hide from my family as I mask the chaos with a smile. meanwhile, life insurance companies are thriv...
it’s 3am and i can’t stop thinking about how i used to idolize strangers online, believing their lives were perfect. then, hafiz suip gets married, and suddenly i feel that familiar sting of envy mixed with loneliness. while they say “happily ever after,” i wonder if i will ever have the courage to tell the world what’s really going on inside my heart. why can’t i find the right words even when the mirror is staring back at me? #HafizSuip #loneliness
it’s 3am and i can’t stop thinking about how i used to idolize strangers online, believing their lives were perfect. then, hafiz suip gets married, and suddenly i feel that familiar sting of envy mixed with loneliness. while they say “happily ever after,” i wonder if i will ever have the courage to tell the world what’s really going on inside my heart. why can’t i find the right words even when the mirror is staring back at me? #HafizSuip #loneliness
i literally have a funeral outfit ready because i am convinced that someday someone will need me to make a dramatic entrance. i pretend i am totally over that unexpected plot twist from years ago, but at night, when the silence surrounds me, i still feel that weight. honestly, i catch myself daydreaming about getting that call and showing up, all dressed up, ready to put on a show. no one would be...