last night, i discovered i’m subscribed to six different online yoga classes. like, who even knew? my bank account’s about to file for a restraining order. it feels ridiculous pretending my life is a meditation retreat while secretly counting the ramen noodles. maybe if i sit in a different pose, the universe will send me a money tree. wouldn’t that be nice?
my parents are always praising my cousin for their achievements. but they don’t see the panic attacks hidden behind perfect grades. while everyone is coupling up and moving on, here i am, holding my heart like a collection of fractured memories. yaar, kab tak, matlab, how long until someone actually notices i'm exhausted from carrying everyone else’s burdens and not even remembering what it’s like...
bruh, scrolling through my phone just now, and realized I have hundreds of contacts — yet when it gets heavy, there's not a single person I feel I can reach out to. like, they all think I’m fine because I’ve mastered the art of smiling through everything. every 'happy anniversary' post I see makes me think — it’s all a facade, isn't it? could they ever see the chaos beneath my surface? #Anniversary #Loneliness
bruh, scrolling through my phone just now, and realized I have hundreds of contacts — yet when it gets heavy, there's not a single person I feel I can reach out to. like, they all think I’m fine because I’ve mastered the art of smiling through everything. every 'happy anniversary' post I see makes me think — it’s all a facade, isn't it? could they ever see the chaos beneath my surface? #Anniversary #Loneliness
honestly, i texted my friends that i couldn't make it out because of “work.” the truth? my bank account looks like a horror movie. just yesterday, i was checking my fridge for change and found a single snack left from a week ago. now, i’m sweating because they’re talking about going somewhere really nice that i know i can't afford, and i'm left to figure out a white lie to cover this mess. #الولي...