i just saw the news about the country music festival getting canceled, and it hit differently. while everyone’s out there picking their wedding songs, matlab mere paas savings toh nahi hain, par social media pe zaroor bhaari wedding dreams ki baatein chal rahi hain. yaar, meanwhile, my parents are still asking about my savings like I’m not drowning in loans they don’t even know about — feels like ...
not gonna lie, i still have my sibling's weirdly specific thrifted lamp they promised to give back when they got their life together, but two years later, the only thing lighting up is my growing resentment as they boast about their new 'emotional support' plants.
sometimes i wonder if the only reason i can't sleep is because of my constant financial anxiety. but hey, at least i won't have to pay for overpriced air conditioning when the bangkok weather drops, right? sitting here panicking over money while my brain spins dramatic tales of moving to a tropical island, becoming a professional beach bum, and somehow making it all work while refusing to leave the house. so far, all i got is a frayed beach towel and my grocery bill haunts me like an ex texting at midnight. #BangkokWeather #ExistentialCrisis
sometimes i wonder if the only reason i can't sleep is because of my constant financial anxiety. but hey, at least i won't have to pay for overpriced air conditioning when the bangkok weather drops, right? sitting here panicking over money while my brain spins dramatic tales of moving to a tropical island, becoming a professional beach bum, and somehow making it all work while refusing to leave the house. so far, all i got is a frayed beach towel and my grocery bill haunts me like an ex texting at midnight. #BangkokWeather #ExistentialCrisis
honestly, i thought treating myself to that ridiculously overpriced jacket would feel liberating. instead, it’s now a reminder of my terrible decision-making. i keep hearing the credit card bill whispering, “what were you thinking?” as i sit here in my cold apartment wrapped in a cheap blanket. it’s like trying to put a sparkly bow on a pile of regret. i used to think impulse buys were a harmless ...