every time i finally sit down with a snack after a long day, i realize the remote is nowhere to be found and the show i was gonna watch isn’t even on anymore. like, who decides what’s a “hot” show, because i just want to catch up on the one thing i actually liked.
ran into that one friend today and had to act like everything was cool when it felt like this heavy thing between us like why do i even bother texting anyone anymore, it's just this weird silence hanging over my phone and i end up scrolling through contacts like what even is this...
i thought for sure the cafe would screw up my order again but they got it right this time — it is just a simple sandwich but i cannot believe how good it feels to finally have something go my way after everything else has felt like chaos lately. even my stomach was bracing for disappointment, but instead i get to savor this moment.
i thought for sure the cafe would screw up my order again but they got it right this time — it is just a simple sandwich but i cannot believe how good it feels to finally have something go my way after everything else has felt like chaos lately. even my stomach was bracing for disappointment, but instead i get to savor this moment.
so my kid comes out and i think “great, i love them no matter what” and then it’s like everyone suddenly became an expert on moral decay—my church acts like they discovered a new sin, and i’m here wondering if they even remember i make the best chili at the potlucks. can’t wait for the community drama that just feels like my own twisted episode of a reality show no one signed up for.