so i was at this family funeral, and while everyone else is arguing over inheritance, i slipped out and ended up in the back row of a nearby coffee shop wondering how i got there. literally forgot to put my phone on silent and accidentally called my mom's old number while trying to check the time and had to hang up awkwardly when some random guy answered.
deleted all my social media to find peace but now it feels like i stepped off a cliff and nobody is shouting my name, like am i just invisible, completely forgotten, and now i see my old friends post their lives and it hurts, it hurts so much because i thought it was for the best, but was it really?
yaar, matlab samjho na, scored 98 percent and my parents keep asking about the 2 marks, i feel like such a failure, 26 and still can't take anything less than perfect, it's like i freeze up. घर वाले समझते नहीं how hard it is to keep this up.
yaar, matlab samjho na, scored 98 percent and my parents keep asking about the 2 marks, i feel like such a failure, 26 and still can't take anything less than perfect, it's like i freeze up. घर वाले समझते नहीं how hard it is to keep this up.
जब मैं अपनी माँ के साथ दुकान गई थी, तो उसने अचानक कहा कि बाई को बुलाने का क्या फायदा, मेरे लिए शादी का बंदोबस्त तो कर नहीं रही है - मेरे दिमाग में ये बातें चल रही थीं और मैं समझ नहीं पा रही थी कि मैंने सारा दिन क्या किया है। जैसे कि किसी लिंक्डइन प्रोफाइल की तरह, शादी के प्रस्ताव सिर्फ पंक्तियों में होते हैं और असली ज़िंदगी इससे कहीं ज्यादा जटिल है।