everyone acts like social media is just for fun, but it feels more like a torture chamber sometimes. dekh, friends are buying fancy gadgets and moving into homes, while I'm still stuck in this same old place. aaj kal toh main khud ko sochta hoon ki maybe kisi bank ke scam ka target banna bhi zyada easy hota. kisi ko yaad hi nahi hai ke mai yahaan kya kar raha hoon. kyun har kisi ke life mein itni ...
I should never have checked their phone while they were sleeping—now I’m wide awake questioning everything. I mean, it’s not even about the weird group chat discussions on saham bumi resources or whatever—but why am I now contemplating my existence while they’re oblivious? It’s like watching a Netflix series where the plot twist makes you reconsider your entire life choices—am I the main character...
not gonna lie, I saw this woman on the bus and crafted an entire life for her in my head. she’s got a vintage typewriter in her studio apartment, writes letters to strangers just to feel connected, and makes tea that smells like memories. meanwhile, I sat there in my own little bubble, praying she wouldn’t see me wondering why I can’t even hold a simple conversation without sweating through my shirt. #lonelyinacrowd #livinginthoughts
not gonna lie, I saw this woman on the bus and crafted an entire life for her in my head. she’s got a vintage typewriter in her studio apartment, writes letters to strangers just to feel connected, and makes tea that smells like memories. meanwhile, I sat there in my own little bubble, praying she wouldn’t see me wondering why I can’t even hold a simple conversation without sweating through my shirt. #lonelyinacrowd #livinginthoughts
last night, I watched a live stream of a musician who made it big overnight, and I felt this bizarre mix of joy and jealousy. it’s like they went from nothing to headlining festivals while I struggle to find the time to finish my latest song—somewhere deep inside, I hope for a “me too” moment, but... it just seems so far away. I wish I could say I’m happy for them without wondering if I’ll ever be...