last night was a total mess, like, i'm still shaking a little because i just sat there watching a random documentary about cereal while my phone buzzed, like all this random anxiety while the world spins and i didn't even notice the missed call until hours later. now, every time i think about it, it's like an endless loop of what ifs and it just hurts, you know?
was watching this stupid show and thought about how much i hate my insurance but then realized my friend called and now it feels like everything is just pointless like how did i let myself forget to check in and what even is the point of anything really when life just keeps throwing these curveballs and here i am watching a dumb romcom pretending it means something.
so my car broke down and i was sure it was going to cost me my whole paycheck but turns out the mechanic just had to tighten a belt or something and it was like the weight of the world just lifted for a moment—now i can actually make rent this month without having to sell my vinyl collection or eat ramen for every meal, like wow, life can surprise you in good ways sometimes.
so my car broke down and i was sure it was going to cost me my whole paycheck but turns out the mechanic just had to tighten a belt or something and it was like the weight of the world just lifted for a moment—now i can actually make rent this month without having to sell my vinyl collection or eat ramen for every meal, like wow, life can surprise you in good ways sometimes.
yaar, matlab samjho na, literally thought it was going to be a disaster after that talk with the neighbor about the fence, and now it turns out he was okay with sharing the space for the garden, honestly I cannot believe it, like what even is this level of chill.