i decided to throw out some old magazines and the second i did i started panicking about all the recipes and random articles i thought i might need someday like really did i need that one on how to remove wine stains when i haven't spilled wine in years like come on, what was i thinking.
spent 3 years thinking i was a contractor only to find out i am owed 90 thousand dollars and now i have to figure out how to confront my employer without losing my job because they are not going to pay it anyway, what a fun way to start the week.
i literally sat in the car for so long trying to gather the strength to just walk inside but all anyone sees is me not looking sick, like they do not get that i am literally exhausted and just want to not exist today. honestly sometimes i wonder if anyone would notice if i just disappeared for a while.