watching exes couple up while you still question every choice feels like attending a wedding for a love you never had, all while the headlines shout about divisions that don't concern my heart, yet here i am, dissecting my own feelings with more urgency than anyone feels for a legal battle. i want to scream that my heartbreak is real, and while the world gets lost in chaos, i'm stuck in this emoti...
it's not that i still miss my ex, it’s just...everyone keeps asking about them like they were the jackpot. like, am i supposed to break out the charts and figures on my dating history? it’s exhausting trying to pretend that I am not watching others couple up while i stare at my phone praying for a miracle, believing maybe they’ll call. is there a “bet 365” for love? like, can i just place a wager ...
last night I stumbled into a family group chat where everyone was literally discussing their vacation plans while I was still deciding if I should wash my hair. honestly, the pressure feels like trying to land a backflip while juggling. I mean, my siblings have already won the gold medal in life, and here I am, just a background character trying to figure out how to get my 45-minute TikTok attention span to translate into real-world skills. every family gathering turns into a TED Talk on my “future,” but honestly, can we just scroll TikTok and relax instead?
last night I stumbled into a family group chat where everyone was literally discussing their vacation plans while I was still deciding if I should wash my hair. honestly, the pressure feels like trying to land a backflip while juggling. I mean, my siblings have already won the gold medal in life, and here I am, just a background character trying to figure out how to get my 45-minute TikTok attention span to translate into real-world skills. every family gathering turns into a TED Talk on my “future,” but honestly, can we just scroll TikTok and relax instead?
day 47 of scrolling through social media and watching everyone’s highlight reels. it's like i’m stuck in a never-ending loop where my sibling borrowed money 'temporarily' and it's been two years of cringing at their new car posts while my biggest achievement is successfully binge-watching a series. everyone seems to be owning their futures while i’m over here still deciding between takeout or just...