i spent all morning pacing my living room just to get enough courage to stand in a grocery store line for milk and people keep asking why i look fine when i can barely make it home without collapsing - if only they knew the weight of this invisible load.
i gave up a scholarship to a dream school for a chance to start fresh and now i sit here regretting it every single day, wondering if that was the stupidest decision i ever made, like really stupid.
waiting for this one message was unreal. like, every eight minutes, checking my phone and it just feels like TIME is standing still or something.
waiting for this one message was unreal. like, every eight minutes, checking my phone and it just feels like TIME is standing still or something.
woke up again to my mailbox overflowing with bills that aren't even mine and somehow saw my friend post another vacation pic while i can barely afford ramen, this was supposed to be a year of turning things around—like that promise to treat myself but instead i just sit here in my tiny apartment where i hear my neighbor’s parties every night and just wonder what the hell happened to my life.