decided to clean out my spice rack today, found like ten jars of stuff i never used, just taking up space and feeling like a bad cook. now my whole kitchen feels lighter but also like i am still never going to actually make anything fancy.
checked my bank account this morning and had to skip the overpriced groceries i was gonna get, ended up just buying instant ramen again, it feels like all my money disappears as soon as it comes in, one unexpected bill and i feel like i’m drowning in it.
yaar, matlab samjho na, when you are surrounded by so many people in this house but still feel like the most alone person ever, just scrolling through my contacts and realizing there’s no one to call that understands what I’m going through is somehow worse than when I lost touch with my best friend, वो तो कुछ और था.
yaar, matlab samjho na, when you are surrounded by so many people in this house but still feel like the most alone person ever, just scrolling through my contacts and realizing there’s no one to call that understands what I’m going through is somehow worse than when I lost touch with my best friend, वो तो कुछ और था.
i never thought losing touch with my friend would feel like a constant ache, like scrolling through my contacts at midnight only to realize there’s nobody to reach out to, and it hits harder knowing they’re just a memory now, not a call away.