no because sometimes i wonder if everyone i knew just disappeared off the face of the earth, and i would still scroll through old text threads pretending like im not utterly alone. the irony of having thousands of acquaintances yet not a single soul who’d drop everything to check on me is enough to make me laugh and cry at the same time, especially at three a.m.
no, because they left me on read for three days, and when they finally responded, it was just a ‘lol’ like everything was fine. it made me wonder if people are allowed to treat their words like they’re disposable, just little playthings to toss around. i sat there, thinking—maybe i’m just too sensitive, and maybe that's why even my furniture seems to want to get away from me too. #lonelythoughts #...
the way that everyone’s buzzing about paulista a1 makes me feel even more alone. I scroll through highlights, see connections and rivalries, and all I think is, what happened to that feeling? my phone's packed with names I barely talk to, and none of them feel like home. im just sitting here—nobody to call when my day crashes, and im replaying the dumb arguments from last week—like, how could I have worded that better? but while im struggling to reach out, they’re sharing victory cheers and celebrations. kinda makes you wonder if life’s just one big game where we forget to invite each other, doesn’t it? #PaulistaA1 #lonelyvibes
the way that everyone’s buzzing about paulista a1 makes me feel even more alone. I scroll through highlights, see connections and rivalries, and all I think is, what happened to that feeling? my phone's packed with names I barely talk to, and none of them feel like home. im just sitting here—nobody to call when my day crashes, and im replaying the dumb arguments from last week—like, how could I have worded that better? but while im struggling to reach out, they’re sharing victory cheers and celebrations. kinda makes you wonder if life’s just one big game where we forget to invite each other, doesn’t it? #PaulistaA1 #lonelyvibes
i thought breaking up was the hardest part, but then i remembered i was supposed to text my ex's mom about the dog-sitting thing… like three weeks ago. so now i’m here imagining her scrolling through her phone, wondering if i’m dead or just not adulting properly, and honestly? maybe it’s both. #relationshipchaos #messyadulting