تھوڑا وقت پہلے اک جگہ پیسوں کے بارے میں بہت بڑا فیصلہ کرنا تھا، یار سب کچھ اس طرح چلا گیا جیسے کچھ نہیں، کوئی سمجھتا نہیں بس adjusted ہونا ہے، اور سچ پوچھو تو احساس ہو رہا ہے کہ یہ marriage mere liye sirf ek business deal hai جو میری زندگی کو سمجھے بغیر کِھلے گی۔
yaar, matlab samjho na, मेरे घर वाले बस मुझे एक शादी के लिए बेचने के जैसे बर्ताव करते थे जैसे मैं कोई बकरी हूँ, और मैं वहां खड़ी सिर्फ अपने दिमाग में ये सोच रही थी कि ये लोग सच में मेरा कितना तिरस्कार करते हैं, ये क्या हो रहा है
i saw them today and smiled like it was nothing but inside i felt this deep regret like i should have said something, anything, and not just let it all dissolve into that fake cheerfulness, you know, how easily we pretend everything is fine when...
i saw them today and smiled like it was nothing but inside i felt this deep regret like i should have said something, anything, and not just let it all dissolve into that fake cheerfulness, you know, how easily we pretend everything is fine when...
set my alarm for 6am and turned it off before even being awake, just like another day wasting my time for someone else's convenience and then spent the whole morning dreading the rest of it like why do i keep doing this to myself, always so tired...