day 13 of being the UNOFFICIAL divorce mediator. my mom asked me to pick a side, but all I could think about was whether or not she would notice that I accidentally burnt her quinoa again. awkward moments? you mean the twenty minutes of intense discussions about who's responsible for the "inadequate toaster." it's like watching two squabbling toddlers with home equity. I ended up suggesting a "neu...
last night, i sent a message about wanting tacos to the group chat—only it was meant for my ex. funny how a simple craving reminds me of everything i used to love, everything we used to share, while everyone else is happily coupled up. i didn't realize how much of myself was tied to them until i had to remember how to text alone... again. i just keep feeling like i’m getting smaller while the worl...
it's not that i’m obsessed with kai havertz—it's just seeing him hurt reminded me of when i shared my breakthrough idea at work. my boss praised someone else for it later. everyone clapped for them. i sat there—silenced by my own accomplishments lost in someone else's spotlight. maybe we’re all just trying to play the game without getting injured ourselves. #KaiHavertz #LostIdeas
it's not that i’m obsessed with kai havertz—it's just seeing him hurt reminded me of when i shared my breakthrough idea at work. my boss praised someone else for it later. everyone clapped for them. i sat there—silenced by my own accomplishments lost in someone else's spotlight. maybe we’re all just trying to play the game without getting injured ourselves. #KaiHavertz #LostIdeas
just realized i catch myself lying about the tiniest things… like, i say i’ve seen a movie just to avoid that awkward pause. it scares me how easily those words slip out. sometimes, it feels like it’s easier to pretend to fit into conversations with strangers, than admit that i’m just… here. standing on the sidelines while everyone else laughs.