i just saw the news about Bożena Dykiel. it made me think about all the moments i've taken for granted, the health check-ups that got pushed back, and those late-night talks that are more fleeting than real. it's crazy how life slips by, and i wonder if my so-called friends will still reach out when i stop being useful. or worse, will i realize i’ve only been a safety net for them? #BozenaDykiel #...
no because, like, I literally ghosted this guy who was super nice, and I feel bad but it was easier than explaining that I can't adult right now. instead of sending a text, I sat for hours writing and deleting this emotional essay about how I’m basically in a rom-com plot gone wrong. and then, after all that, I just... left him on read like some kind of bad horror movie villain. like, surprise, yo...
i found out my job was posted online and part of me felt this weight lift, but the other part was drowning in shame. at family gatherings, i brace myself for the interrogations. "what about that promotion?" they ask, like my whole existence revolves around climbing some invisible ladder. they don’t see the hours i put in or how overwhelmed i feel. instead, i hear echoes of my cousin’s perfect life, and i’m scared of being a disappointment, even though i don’t even know what i want.
i found out my job was posted online and part of me felt this weight lift, but the other part was drowning in shame. at family gatherings, i brace myself for the interrogations. "what about that promotion?" they ask, like my whole existence revolves around climbing some invisible ladder. they don’t see the hours i put in or how overwhelmed i feel. instead, i hear echoes of my cousin’s perfect life, and i’m scared of being a disappointment, even though i don’t even know what i want.
kya kabhi socha hai, jab ghar wale humare achievements pe neighbor ko brag karte hain, unhe sach nahi pata ki hum sab kuch chhod ke aay hain, sirf ek saali si feeling ko dhundne? kabhi kabhi sochta hoon, agar unhe mere khud ke gham aur failures ka pata chale, toh kya wo itne proud honge? kuch cheezein achi lagti hain par parda ke peeche ki kahani—utni khubsurat nahi hoti. #HappyKissDayWishes #Life...