not gonna lie, i unsent a message that felt too vulnerable, but now it’s worse because they already SAW it and i'm just sitting here on my couch apologizing to my throw pillows, wondering how many more connections have faded into this weird abyss where you know everyone but no one really KNOWS you; i mean, i could shout my deepest thoughts to the walls and they would probably listen better than an...
it's day 47 of my struggle with what feels like invisible money chains. my relatives call to gossip about football drama and the latest matches, but I'm just over here calculating how much I can scrounge together for the next week without blowing my cover. honestly, if they only knew that while they're arguing about "who deserves to win," I'm just hoping my rent doesn’t bounce. the chaos in their ...
ngl, every time I hear about Jalen Johnson planning for that dunk contest, I think about my own attempts to rise above the struggle. it feels like I’m stuck on the sidelines, watching people soar while I’m literally just trying to make it through another week without my bank account reminding me that I’m not living my best life. people think I have it together because I write flowery wedding vows for others, but the truth is, I’m just manifesting someone else’s happy ending while my own finances are a disaster. what if I just like, manifested a windfall instead? yeah, right. #JalenJohnson #manifesting
ngl, every time I hear about Jalen Johnson planning for that dunk contest, I think about my own attempts to rise above the struggle. it feels like I’m stuck on the sidelines, watching people soar while I’m literally just trying to make it through another week without my bank account reminding me that I’m not living my best life. people think I have it together because I write flowery wedding vows for others, but the truth is, I’m just manifesting someone else’s happy ending while my own finances are a disaster. what if I just like, manifested a windfall instead? yeah, right. #JalenJohnson #manifesting
have you ever felt like you literally became the person you swore you would never be? i used to roll my eyes at those people complaining about weather fluctuations, and now here i am, standing in my closet trying to figure out which parka goes with my faux-fur-lined earmuffs because it hit fifty degrees for, like, two seconds. i caught myself scrolling through an online store, daydreaming about th...