जब मैंने देखा कि मेरे बैचमेट ने दूसरी गाड़ी खरीदी है, मैं बस में बैठकर सोच रही थी, कैसे उन लोगों के साथ सब कुछ बदल गया जो कभी मेरे करीब थे। नतीजा, कोई भी नहीं जानता कि मैं किस फेज में हूं। बस जैसे मैं एक अलग दुनिया में हूं, और किसी से कुछ साझा नहीं कर पा रही। मुझे समझ आ गया है, मेरे पास सैकड़ों संपर्क हैं पर कोई ऐसा नहीं जो मेरे बारे में सच में जानता हो... और जैसे मैं हमेशा से बस यह चाहती थी कि क...
sab wedding posts on my feed are like a constant reminder of the choices i have to make. i sat down today—calculator in hand—wondering if i can actually afford a wedding, or if i'll be swimming in debt for years. matlab, sab mere dost is that cute couple now, and i'm just here thinking: should i even try to figure this out or just scroll through and pretend to celebrate their happiness? #Anklagen ...
yooo, i realized my parents were my age when they had a home, kids, and everything sorted while i’m here deciding which meal to skip so i can afford that weirdly expensive avocado. bruh, you ever think about how they were out here hosting barbecues, while i'm just trying to host a vibe at my couch? like, why does my bank account go on more emotional roller coasters than my favorite TV show? trying to act like life is a whole Pinterest board when in reality it’s just me looking for the next food bank open day. can someone tell me when adulthood stops feeling like a group project where you didn't sign up but got stuck doing all the work?
yooo, i realized my parents were my age when they had a home, kids, and everything sorted while i’m here deciding which meal to skip so i can afford that weirdly expensive avocado. bruh, you ever think about how they were out here hosting barbecues, while i'm just trying to host a vibe at my couch? like, why does my bank account go on more emotional roller coasters than my favorite TV show? trying to act like life is a whole Pinterest board when in reality it’s just me looking for the next food bank open day. can someone tell me when adulthood stops feeling like a group project where you didn't sign up but got stuck doing all the work?
no, because honestly, the way that I act like I’m thriving? it’s wild. my social media is a highlight reel of brunches and weekends out. but behind the scenes, I’m literally staring at my empty fridge, trying to figure out how to make a week's worth of meals from that random mustard jar and a packet of expired soy sauce. rent is due, but my paycheck won’t hit for three more days. meanwhile, I’m cr...