घर वाले समझते नहीं, जब देखती हूँ मेरी दोस्तों ने नई गाड़ियाँ खरीदीं और मैं सोचती हूँ कि बस ये दिन कैसे आएंगे जब मैं भी कुछ हासिल कर पाऊँगी। यार, अब हर बार नई साइबरसेक्योरिटी टिप्स सुनकर लगता है कि कहीं मेरी जानकारी चोरी न हो जाए, क्यूंकि इस ब्रेकअप के बाद मुझे पता चला कि मैं अब खुद को ही संभालने में लगी हूँ और कोई दूसरा नहीं है जो मुझे सपोर्ट करे। क्या किसी ने कभी भी एक नई गाड़ी के लिए अपनी मेहनत का...
it's not that i wanted to look up ryan gosling's best scenes for the millionth time. it's just… when my co-worker found my search history, it felt like being caught with a diary full of embarrassing secrets. i kept smiling and saying “no big deal” while internally screaming that my life feels like a never-ending audition for something i never wanted in the first place. can you really love someone ...
...so there I was, scrolling through photos of everyone celebrating Chinese New Year, laughing, feasting, and looking genuinely happy. Meanwhile, i was stuck home, questioning when my life turned into an empty calendar. It’s funny—i have dozens of contacts saved but not a single person to call when I feel this hollow. i wonder if they all think i’m too busy for them or if maybe they just don’t see me anymore. just a ghost floating through their timelines. when did i lose myself in the performance? #ChineseNewYear #lonelybutfunny
...so there I was, scrolling through photos of everyone celebrating Chinese New Year, laughing, feasting, and looking genuinely happy. Meanwhile, i was stuck home, questioning when my life turned into an empty calendar. It’s funny—i have dozens of contacts saved but not a single person to call when I feel this hollow. i wonder if they all think i’m too busy for them or if maybe they just don’t see me anymore. just a ghost floating through their timelines. when did i lose myself in the performance? #ChineseNewYear #lonelybutfunny
it's not that i don’t want to travel, it's just… every time i think about booking a flight, like the ones to frankfurt, my bank account reminds me that daydreams are for the privileged. looking at all these cancellations feels like a sign that even the universe thinks i should stay put. honestly, i could barely manage a weekend getaway before all this. instead, i'm stuck replaying flights i missed...