literally, I was scrolling through the latest about Athletic Club and Real Sociedad, feeling good, like I actually belong. then I remembered I haven’t bought groceries in weeks because I keep pretending that empty fridge is part of some weird minimalism phase. I casually scheduled dinner with friends later this week but just found out my bank balance won't cover anything except those instant ramen...
honestly, i can’t stop imagining myself on the golf course, aceing every hole like tony finau and becoming a legend, while my actual game involves missing the ball completely and somehow pulling a muscle just from the stress of deciding between my clubs. literally had a dream where i was teeing off and out of nowhere my boss shows up to critique my swing while discussing my performance review like...
i sometimes think that the quiet ones are secretly judging me for being too much. like, there i am, meticulously picking out colors for a themed bathroom that nobody ever sees, while they stare blankly into space, judging me without saying a word. maybe i am the difficult one, the oversharer who makes people uncomfortable, hiding behind elaborate baking projects to distract from the loneliness that hits when no one calls. then, in a rare moment of clarity, i realize their silence might be louder than all my anxieties, leaving me to wonder if being complicated is my only personality trait.
i sometimes think that the quiet ones are secretly judging me for being too much. like, there i am, meticulously picking out colors for a themed bathroom that nobody ever sees, while they stare blankly into space, judging me without saying a word. maybe i am the difficult one, the oversharer who makes people uncomfortable, hiding behind elaborate baking projects to distract from the loneliness that hits when no one calls. then, in a rare moment of clarity, i realize their silence might be louder than all my anxieties, leaving me to wonder if being complicated is my only personality trait.
kya karu bhai, sab log ye video dekh rahe hain aur mai yahan bills ki khudai kar rahi hoon. ek taraf wedding ki shadi ke choomke, aur main soch rahi hoon ki meri life kabhi itni glam nahi thi. aaj salary aayi thi, magar yeh saari kharchon ki shayari padhte hi khatam ho gayi. ab bas bas ek taraf in dono ka pyaar, doosri taraf meri ghar ki tangi. kya sab log kuch toh zaroori karke apne problems bhoo...