it's 3am and i just watched a video of some influencer buying their dream house. meanwhile, i am still sharing a cramped apartment with my roommate, counting coins for basic groceries. everyone seems to have their lives together while i drown in this chaos, feeling like the world is playing a game where i never even got the rules. maybe this is what happens when you move halfway around the world c...
it's not that I don't have anyone to talk to, it's just that nobody really sees me anymore. I look in the mirror and literally see my parents staring back, reflecting all the expectations they never said out loud. I could call a hundred people, but all I hear are echoes of conversations we never really had. It’s like I’m stuck in a room full of people, but somehow, I am completely alone.
the way that mikhail shaidorov just skated into the spotlight—meanwhile i’m stuck here wondering if my only contact will even answer a text when im feeling low. like, who do i even call when it all gets too heavy? lost so many connections along the way. sometimes it feels like my life is one long series of awkward small talk with strangers that used to mean something. then i scroll through hundreds of names, but when it hits the fan, the silence is deafening. what does it even take to feel seen? #MikhailShaidorov #lostconnections
the way that mikhail shaidorov just skated into the spotlight—meanwhile i’m stuck here wondering if my only contact will even answer a text when im feeling low. like, who do i even call when it all gets too heavy? lost so many connections along the way. sometimes it feels like my life is one long series of awkward small talk with strangers that used to mean something. then i scroll through hundreds of names, but when it hits the fan, the silence is deafening. what does it even take to feel seen? #MikhailShaidorov #lostconnections
i bought this fancy kitchen gadget to make homemade sushi because, like, it looked cool in the videos. fast forward a month, and my credit card bill was a gut punch. here i am, literally using it for frozen pizza instead of what it was designed for, while my Instagram feed thinks i’m a culinary genius. turns out, it’s just a really expensive sushi roll of regret.