yaar, it’s crazy how everyone I used to know has become just a name on my contact list. saw my old friend post about buying a flat, and I can’t even call someone when I'm low. I want to manifest a big life change like those viral videos, but honestly, my only “reality show” is scrolling through my phone and feeling alone. sometimes I just hope someone knows the real me behind the filter. #ViralVid...
last night, i found an old shoebox filled with letters from a summer camp i went to as a kid. the one where i met a girl named alice who tried to convince me to run away and live in the woods. i wonder what my life would be like if i had said yes, instead of brushing it off like a ridiculous fantasy. probably not stuck in a mundane routine. probably not scrolling through playlists that nobody will...
the way that my best friend is all excited about the knicks vs lakers game, talking about jerseys and game stats while i'm here still checking the back of my fridge for dinner. like do they not realize i can't even afford a jersey, much less dinner that's not a half-stale bag of chips? i'm watching people thrive and all i have is a wallet full of "not today" regrets, like wow, is it just me pretending to enjoy this as i drink my tap water? i mean—who really cares about bronny's soreness when you can hardly afford a sports drink? #KnicksVsLakers #RealityCheck
the way that my best friend is all excited about the knicks vs lakers game, talking about jerseys and game stats while i'm here still checking the back of my fridge for dinner. like do they not realize i can't even afford a jersey, much less dinner that's not a half-stale bag of chips? i'm watching people thrive and all i have is a wallet full of "not today" regrets, like wow, is it just me pretending to enjoy this as i drink my tap water? i mean—who really cares about bronny's soreness when you can hardly afford a sports drink? #KnicksVsLakers #RealityCheck
not gonna lie, the news about all those poundland closures hit me like a brick. remember when my friends were deciding where to grab food? i declined because i’ve been pretending my life is perfect while secretly counting the cents in my pocket like they are precious gems. who knew being 'financially aware' could feel like being invited to a party and never making it past the door? but hey, if the...