life is honestly so unpredictable, yaar, matlab samjho na, i found a random receipt from last month and the total was like a small fortune but at that time it felt normal. अब क्या बोलूँ, समझ नहीं आता, कभी कभी खुद पर हँसना पड़ता है।
life is hard, yaar, matlab samjho na, every day my boss calls me a "team player" while I contemplate what kind of twisted game it is to pretend this job makes sense, like I am living in some weird engineering circus while my parents are cheering me on like I just graduated from a top university when really I just learned how to blend in with boredom and emails.
sometimes i sit in the dark and replay the night i had to turn my back on a friend who needed me but i was too scared to step up, now the weight of their silence hangs over me like a cloud i can't shake off.
sometimes i sit in the dark and replay the night i had to turn my back on a friend who needed me but i was too scared to step up, now the weight of their silence hangs over me like a cloud i can't shake off.
so yesterday i tried to remember this old school rhyme about counting but i ended up shouting random numbers during a meeting and everyone just stared at me like i was a crazy person. now im that weirdo who threw off the whole thing over a nursery rhyme, great.