sometimes, the hardest truth to swallow is knowing that honesty might shatter two lives at once. i found out something that could literally end a relationship, and it honestly makes my stomach twist just thinking about it. like, how do you navigate that? revealing it could mean betraying a trust, but staying silent feels like holding a ticking time bomb in my chest. i'm just here, suffocating unde...
not gonna lie, i finally picked up painting again, and it feels like i'm creating something real in a world that only expects me to conform; like my family assumes success means following a script, but this splatter of color feels more alive than any wedding video they'll show at family gatherings. instead of feeling pressure, i’m finding peace in the chaos, just me and the canvas, while everyone ...
i saw the news about kai rooney making his debut while i’m still here sitting at my laptop, scrolling through the same five tabs for months, like every missed opportunity feels like a goal post that moved ten years too far. all my old friends are busy living their best lives while i can barely muster up the energy to pretend to care about work deadlines. sometimes i think about sending a message just to connect, but the fear of hearing crickets is stronger than my loneliness. if he can take that leap, why cant i? maybe i'm still waiting for someone to believe in me the way wayne believed in him. #WayneRooney #ExistentialCrisis
i saw the news about kai rooney making his debut while i’m still here sitting at my laptop, scrolling through the same five tabs for months, like every missed opportunity feels like a goal post that moved ten years too far. all my old friends are busy living their best lives while i can barely muster up the energy to pretend to care about work deadlines. sometimes i think about sending a message just to connect, but the fear of hearing crickets is stronger than my loneliness. if he can take that leap, why cant i? maybe i'm still waiting for someone to believe in me the way wayne believed in him. #WayneRooney #ExistentialCrisis
sometimes i wonder if i'll ever break free from this job that feels like a ghost of who i once was. my friends talk about promotions while i'm stuck in 2019 like some tragic time warp. but maybe it's easier this way—less pressure, less expectation. still, every day i watch everyone couple up and get ahead, and it feels like a personal failure, like watching marseille beat strasbourg while i just s...