do you ever feel like you’re literally just a very talented actor in your own life, putting on this flawless performance of happiness while inside you’re just like, what is even happening? i keep pretending to enjoy things like washing dishes or reorganizing my sock drawer and part of me is honestly convinced i might actually start enjoying it, but then i realize it’s just a distraction from the f...
not gonna lie, seeing all these discussions around navjot singh sidhu is a reminder of how people often take bold risks, yet here i am, still at my parents' house, watching friends build lives while i daydream about what could have been. my last relationship felt like the last chance at something real, but now it’s just me trying to manifest a world where i don’t feel like a leftover bystander. wh...
it’s three am and i just learned that “money talks” doesn’t actually help with all the chaos - my family gathered around the tv like it was a lifeline but i just kept looking at my empty fridge, listening to the loud debates about teams. i mean, they all think i’m doing okay because i have that "normal" job and don’t look broke - meanwhile, i’m scrubbing pots in the sink just wishing the next paycheck comes fast enough to cover the last one i just paid. my uncle said he was betting on players like it was fun - how about betting on my sanity? i just need to find out if my ex, still with their ex, could have turned this game into a lifetime opportunity - now i'm just scared of what happens if tomorrow isn’t better. #365 #stress
it’s three am and i just learned that “money talks” doesn’t actually help with all the chaos - my family gathered around the tv like it was a lifeline but i just kept looking at my empty fridge, listening to the loud debates about teams. i mean, they all think i’m doing okay because i have that "normal" job and don’t look broke - meanwhile, i’m scrubbing pots in the sink just wishing the next paycheck comes fast enough to cover the last one i just paid. my uncle said he was betting on players like it was fun - how about betting on my sanity? i just need to find out if my ex, still with their ex, could have turned this game into a lifetime opportunity - now i'm just scared of what happens if tomorrow isn’t better. #365 #stress
not gonna lie, every time my parents ask about savings, I feel like I'm failing at life. I can't even tell them I have more loans than I care to admit, while I sit here wishing I could just make sense of my choices. it's wild how they compare me to Sharma ji ka beta in NASA, while I just keep scrolling through job ads that lead nowhere…#Ipl2026Schedule #LifeChoices