it’s day forty-seven of wondering if I made the right choice quitting my job. at family dinners, the comparisons to my cousin who just bought a house feel like little daggers. my parents just don’t get it. I miss stability but that freedom? it kind of feels like wearing shoes that are too big. anyway, if Rosario Central can find their way out of a rut, maybe I can too, right? #RosarioCentral #Life...
today i found out about Wendy Osefo's latest drama. tried to compare my life to hers and realized the only thing i’m clinking glasses to is a full bottle of water in my empty kitchen. funny how i like to plan a funeral outfit but cant even commit to saving for groceries. maybe Stacey was just looking for revenge because she doesn’t want to feel that lonely mess that i’m currently mastering. go fig...
i literally can’t even with how everyone is finding their person while i'm over here just... existing. it's like, who even shows interest anymore? my last relationship feels like a lifetime ago, and i realize how much of myself i built around that person. honestly, it's exhausting trying to remember what it's like to feel wanted. i guess i’m just waiting for the next wave of heartbreak to hit while everyone else is on a couple’s high. #PaulistaA1 #RelationshipStruggles
i literally can’t even with how everyone is finding their person while i'm over here just... existing. it's like, who even shows interest anymore? my last relationship feels like a lifetime ago, and i realize how much of myself i built around that person. honestly, it's exhausting trying to remember what it's like to feel wanted. i guess i’m just waiting for the next wave of heartbreak to hit while everyone else is on a couple’s high. #PaulistaA1 #RelationshipStruggles
last night, I scrolled through my contacts and realized I have hundreds of names, yet nobody to actually call when the loneliness creeps in. it’s wild how we all act like we’re connected, but every interaction feels like a shallow splash in a pool of emptiness. sometimes, I find myself manifesting a deep connection with a stranger I just pass on the street, as if that fleeting glance could somehow...