honestly, just the other day at a family gathering, i overheard my cousin talking about his awesome new job abroad. the pressure in the room was like a chokehold. घर वाले समझते नहीं, they see only success, not the debt stacking up like a tower of failure behind me. it’s like they don’t even care about my engineering projects that don’t pay off, just keep comparing me to the “successful” ones. ever...
i used to think having a million contacts meant you had a million friends. but now i realize that calling them feels like opening an old dusty book filled with familiar faces but empty stories. i literally cannot remember the last time someone asked me how i was doing without glancing at their phone every five seconds. isn’t it strange how you can feel completely surrounded by people but somehow s...
day 47 of checking my bank account and googling 'how to live off air.' just saw that news about Nancy Guthrie, and it hit too close. missing persons? feels like a parallel universe because sometimes i feel missing too. family is already breathing down my neck about getting married, while i can barely pay rent for my shoebox apartment. life’s a circus, and I'm just the clown, juggling expectations and student debt like it's a damn act. should I run away too? just disappear like her, with no one noticing. #NewsUpdate #RelatableReality
day 47 of checking my bank account and googling 'how to live off air.' just saw that news about Nancy Guthrie, and it hit too close. missing persons? feels like a parallel universe because sometimes i feel missing too. family is already breathing down my neck about getting married, while i can barely pay rent for my shoebox apartment. life’s a circus, and I'm just the clown, juggling expectations and student debt like it's a damn act. should I run away too? just disappear like her, with no one noticing. #NewsUpdate #RelatableReality
the way that cousin posted his world tour pics while i'm still here figuring out if my student loans allow for a pizza night—it's honestly a lot. like, why is everyone falling in love while i'm stuck replaying conversations from my last break-up? yaar, matlab samjho na, i built my entire identity around that relationship and now it feels like my heart is missing a screw. i wonder if anthony mosca ...