i just finished a show and now the silence feels loud, like scrolling through contacts but nothing feels right to text, and it just hits that i had a friend i used to talk to about everything but now it's like my thoughts echo in the empty spaces where those conversations used to be and i don’t even know how to fill that void...
काम करने की कोशिश कर रहा हूँ लेकिन सबकुछ पता नहीं क्यों ऐसा लगता है कि मैं सबको पीछे छोड़ रहा हूँ—28 की उम्र में बस कमरे में बैठा हुआ हूँ और सोच रहा हूँ कि जब मेरी सहेलियाँ अपने करियर में सफल हो रही हैं, मैं अभी भी वही पुरानी सोच में फंसा हुआ हूँ, जैसे 98 प्रतिशत आने पर घर वालों का वही सवाल कि 2 क्यों नहीं—क्योंकि ये मुझसे ज्यादा ही अपेक्षा रखते हैं और मैं खुद को उसी से दबाने की कोशिश कर रहा हूँ।
i finally found a really good pen but the ink keeps skipping and now i have to scribble like a crazy person just to get it to work, why can't anything just be simple? also i spilled coffee on my only notebook so now half the pages are stuck together and i just wanted to take decent notes.
i finally found a really good pen but the ink keeps skipping and now i have to scribble like a crazy person just to get it to work, why can't anything just be simple? also i spilled coffee on my only notebook so now half the pages are stuck together and i just wanted to take decent notes.
finally bought that expensive hair product i've been eyeing for months and then realized the only thing i could afford for lunch was a pack of gum which is just ridiculous like how am i an adult with a credit card and a new tube of shampoo but can barely scrape together a meal.