you know, I thought I was getting ahead. made all these changes, wrapped myself in someone else’s life and somehow still felt like I was invisible. I scroll through my feed, everyone flashing their latest toys, the brand-new homes, and the “big life milestones.” and here I am, stuck... watching the rumors of the new iPhone popping up, thinking about how everyone who bought the last one is going to...
ok but honestly, every time I see my friends posting about their promotions or new houses, I feel like I'm in a different universe. it's like I'm stuck in an episode of a chaotic family sitcom where everyone else is moving forward and I'm literally still waiting for my big break. housewarming parties? I can't even afford a decent takeout right now. at this rate, I'll need to pull off a dramatic tw...
ever think about how someone you once trusted made a choice that still haunts you? like, honestly, who even does that—i can’t let it go. i say i’m fine, that it’s just a stupid thing to dwell on, but every time i pass that spot or see their face, i can’t help but replay it in my head. did they think about the consequences, or was it just a whim—so thoughtless, like my feelings literally didn’t matter at all?
ever think about how someone you once trusted made a choice that still haunts you? like, honestly, who even does that—i can’t let it go. i say i’m fine, that it’s just a stupid thing to dwell on, but every time i pass that spot or see their face, i can’t help but replay it in my head. did they think about the consequences, or was it just a whim—so thoughtless, like my feelings literally didn’t matter at all?
it's not that i don’t want nice things. it’s just that every time i see my cousins leveling up, it feels like a knife twist. जी बिल्कुल, सब कुछ तो अच्छा है, पर घर वाले हमेशा कहते हैं कि मुझे और मेहनत करनी चाहिए। at every family gathering, it’s the same interrogation: “so, when are you getting your own place?” i barely manage my rent, but sure, let me add pressure to buy a second car like someone i...