it's not that i'm not proud, it's just... my family is literally bragging to the neighbors about my "career," but like, yaar, matlab, if they knew I can't even find the 'on' button on the office printer, hai na? meanwhile, they're comparing me to cousins who've got fancy cars and promotions, while I'm just here still googling "how to adult," feeling like the awkward one who even got "hey, at least...
wait, I was at this family gathering and, you know, they were going on about how everyone else is doing these amazing things—like, my cousin just bought a house and my sibling has that fancy job—and here I am, sitting there, just quietly acknowledging my art collection that, well, mostly consists of stuff I painted during late-night zoom calls and honestly, I can't even get my family to understand...
last night, saw the news about victoria playing against western australia, and somehow it made me realize how alone I feel—even surrounded by people who barely know me. I used to have plans, hopes, and friends—now I scroll through endless chats but can't find the energy to reach out, feeling like I’m the only spectator in my own life. while they battle it out on the field, I'm here, stuck in a game of loneliness, hoping someone remembers me enough to throw a pass my way. #VictoriaVsWesternAustralia #FeelingIsolated
last night, saw the news about victoria playing against western australia, and somehow it made me realize how alone I feel—even surrounded by people who barely know me. I used to have plans, hopes, and friends—now I scroll through endless chats but can't find the energy to reach out, feeling like I’m the only spectator in my own life. while they battle it out on the field, I'm here, stuck in a game of loneliness, hoping someone remembers me enough to throw a pass my way. #VictoriaVsWesternAustralia #FeelingIsolated
seeing Dua Lipa with Callum Turner just reminds me how desperately lonely I feel scrolling through my feed, double texting someone who ghosted me, then triple texting, and almost faking my own death to escape the embarrassment. it's like I am watching everyone else find love and joy while I'm over here praying my Wi-Fi cuts out so I don’t have to deal with it all. part of me is convinced I should ...