not gonna lie, it's weird seeing my exes flaunt their perfect lives, one Instagram wedding after another — while i'm still figuring out which side of the bed to sleep on. yaar, matlab, I have hundreds of contacts but not a single person to share the messiness of my days with. this adulting thing? feels like a series of disconnected scenes from some movie — I just want to cut to the part where some...
it's not that i think i'm cool or anything—it's just that when i accidentally hearted my own comment about the deep philosophical themes in a cartoon about talking cats, i felt like the universe was sending me a signal. you know, like "congratulations, you have successfully out-nerded yourself," but then i couldn't unheart it, so now my two followers think i'm both a loser and an egomaniac all at ...
just realized i’m in a constant battle with my plants over watering, they look like they’re about to die, and i'm here pretending my thumb’s green while actually calculating how many cents of a dollar this week's groceries left me with. nobody talks about how growing a garden is just as much about feeding my soul as it is about avoiding going broke from takeout, but here i am hoping the basil is a better investment than therapy. #plantparenting #brokeandblossoming
just realized i’m in a constant battle with my plants over watering, they look like they’re about to die, and i'm here pretending my thumb’s green while actually calculating how many cents of a dollar this week's groceries left me with. nobody talks about how growing a garden is just as much about feeding my soul as it is about avoiding going broke from takeout, but here i am hoping the basil is a better investment than therapy. #plantparenting #brokeandblossoming
it's not that i want to be sad, it's just that sometimes, i imagine really detailed scenarios where everything goes wrong. like, what if i lost my job, my apartment, and somehow became a cult leader in a tiny town. it’s so ridiculous but also... what if? the absurdity makes me laugh, but deep down, part of me craves that drama, that chaos, just to feel alive, you know?