ok but, i sat on my couch the other night and realized i have all these contacts saved but nobody i would actually call. it's like i turned adulthood into a game of hide and seek, where everyone's hiding and i can't find them. sometimes, i even apologize to my furniture for being so lonely. i mean, if my couch could talk, it would probably ask why i keep scrolling through empty messages. what’s ev...
yooo, i just remembered i was supposed to post a review about that weird Baskara Mahendra movie, like, weeks ago, and my brain was like “surprise! here’s some public embarrassment.” now everyone thinks i literally forgot, but i just couldn’t find the words to explain how i relate to a man who juggles fame, while i'm over here juggling my latest failed attempts at adulting. awkward. now i’m not eve...
it’s 3am and I am wide awake, wondering if my plants are silently judging me for forgetting to water them again. day 14 of pretending I know how to keep these green things alive while actually trying to remember which credit card has room left for groceries. my life looks polished on the outside, but inside, it's just an endless game of "which bill can I ignore this month?" and oh, how I can feel everyone watching me play—like I’m some kind of tragic performer. #justfakingit #plantparentstruggles
it’s 3am and I am wide awake, wondering if my plants are silently judging me for forgetting to water them again. day 14 of pretending I know how to keep these green things alive while actually trying to remember which credit card has room left for groceries. my life looks polished on the outside, but inside, it's just an endless game of "which bill can I ignore this month?" and oh, how I can feel everyone watching me play—like I’m some kind of tragic performer. #justfakingit #plantparentstruggles
...and just like that, I’m scrolling through old messages, imagining the conversations I won’t have again. You know that feeling when everyone around you is falling in love? And I’m just here, building hypothetical lives where I’m thriving with someone who actually gets me? My mind's in this delusional spiral, contemplating who I could have become if I’d held onto you tighter. Maybe I’m just suppo...