day 12 of my neighbors playing the same song on repeat. i swear, if i have to listen to that synth beat one more time, i'm going to write a strongly worded letter and slap it on their door—but let's be real, that only sounds easy until you realize you can't even manage to find clean socks this week. #Thfc #lifechaos
day 47 of pretending im over him. it's three in the morning and im binge-watching award shows, imagining what it would be like if he were here to celebrate my big wins. watching strangers win accolades reminds me that i’ve lost more than a relationship; i’ve lost a piece of myself that was tied to someone else. i laugh at the thought of award speeches, practicing my acceptance line in the mirror, ...
not gonna lie, sometimes I think my favorite part of cooking is the silence that wraps around me while I chop vegetables. it feels like I can pretend I’m not lonely for a second. honestly, I pour all my love into these dishes like a desperate attempt to fill the void left by someone who literally did not deserve my best. the punchline? nobody is here to taste them anyway.
not gonna lie, sometimes I think my favorite part of cooking is the silence that wraps around me while I chop vegetables. it feels like I can pretend I’m not lonely for a second. honestly, I pour all my love into these dishes like a desperate attempt to fill the void left by someone who literally did not deserve my best. the punchline? nobody is here to taste them anyway.
day 15 of avoiding social interaction and all i can think about is how i used to judge people for losing themselves in video games. but here i am, working my side hustle like a full-time job while exploring digital worlds at midnight like it's my therapy. at least the characters are committed to their quests. meanwhile, my friends think my “life balance” is just code for “hiding from my actual pro...