ngl, it’s wild seeing everyone talk about their promotions while I’m still at the same job since twenty nineteen. like, what am I doing with my life, right? I even checked the voter list thing because it seems like an easier task than sorting out my own career situation. yaar, matlab samjho na, when will my name finally get on the list of 'people who made it'? I could use a little bit of that luck...
sometimes i sit on my couch surrounded by video games that i spent so much time building up, and realize i poured all my energy into those instead of, you know, actually making memories. like, i have level thirty characters but no real-life experiences to match. i often find myself daydreaming about friends in my favorite game, but here in my lonely apartment, it’s just me and my pizza boxes, wond...
just realized that I ghosted the only person who ever cared enough to ask about my unusual obsession with collecting vintage light bulbs. like, who does that? it felt easier to fade away than to explain why I really just wanted to hear them say “that's weird, but cool,” but did they deserve the silent treatment? is pretending to be too busy to talk better than opening up about my hobby that weirdly feels like a failed art installation in my living room? sometimes I wonder, am I just saving myself from the mundane chaos or trapping myself in my own darkness?
just realized that I ghosted the only person who ever cared enough to ask about my unusual obsession with collecting vintage light bulbs. like, who does that? it felt easier to fade away than to explain why I really just wanted to hear them say “that's weird, but cool,” but did they deserve the silent treatment? is pretending to be too busy to talk better than opening up about my hobby that weirdly feels like a failed art installation in my living room? sometimes I wonder, am I just saving myself from the mundane chaos or trapping myself in my own darkness?
lmao, yaar, just saw the stocks rallying and all I could think was, “wow, kitna accha hota agar mere paas kuch invest karne ko hota.” meri friends luxury cars le rahi hain aur main khud ki emergency fund ke liye struggle kar raha hoon. sab kuch aise chal raha hai jaise main kisi parallel universe mein hoon. literally, mere life mein zero traction hai jab sab log agge badh rahe hain. kya main bas y...