yoo, so I just saw my ex’s engagement post and thought I was over it—nope, I’m still that kid standing at the sidelines. everyone seems to be leveling up—friends are buying houses, getting their dream cars while I can barely afford to keep my Wi-Fi on. I’ve been everyone's therapist and now I have no one to spill my guts to. sometimes I think maybe I just should disappear to a place where nobody r...
it's not that I don't have interests. it's just... I built an entire world around a bus ride. every stranger, their own story. I watched them day after day, guessing what they felt. but when the bus stops, they vanish. I have hundreds of contacts on my phone but not one person I can share my thoughts with. that isolation stings.
no because the way that people think you can just casually dive into new hobbies is literally wild. like I’ve spent months hoarding art supplies thinking I’m about to be the next Van Gogh, but I can’t even draw a stick figure. every time I watch someone paint online, I feel a mix of envy and embarrassment, knowing my walls are still bare and I can’t even bring myself to start. now I’m just stuck with guilt, waiting for the right moment that never comes. #JimRatcliffe #artstruggles
no because the way that people think you can just casually dive into new hobbies is literally wild. like I’ve spent months hoarding art supplies thinking I’m about to be the next Van Gogh, but I can’t even draw a stick figure. every time I watch someone paint online, I feel a mix of envy and embarrassment, knowing my walls are still bare and I can’t even bring myself to start. now I’m just stuck with guilt, waiting for the right moment that never comes. #JimRatcliffe #artstruggles
it's 3am and i just finished rewatching my favorite series for the fifth time. yaar, samjho na please, but every time i see those friends laughing, it stings a little deeper. the irony is real. i can recite lines better than i can call up someone who actually knows me. living life like a spectator, feeling each marriage announcement hit like a missed deadline. surrounded by notifications, but all ...