yaar, matlab samjho na, just checked my account and the rent is due in 3 days but i have only enough for groceries and how do i even explain to anyone that 150 rupees ka biscuit box is all i can think about because ghar wale understand nahi and i just feel like crying.
saw my favorite mug in the back of the cabinet today and got this rush of how much i used to love my mornings with coffee but now it's like... i just feel nothing. wonder how long it will take to get back to that, or if i ever will.
just went to the grocery store and somehow managed to buy only a loaf of bread and a jar of peanut butter. like, somehow everything else i saw just felt too much, and now i am staring at my fridge like it is a black hole of regret or something
just went to the grocery store and somehow managed to buy only a loaf of bread and a jar of peanut butter. like, somehow everything else i saw just felt too much, and now i am staring at my fridge like it is a black hole of regret or something
just got back from this random workshop on pottery and my pieces turned out better than i thought, like i really believed i would make a mess and it just clicked somehow, felt so good to let go of that anxiety and see something beautiful emerge instead, makes me wonder what else i might be scared to try that could actually surprise me, you know?