yooo, just saw those pictures of madison beer in that sheer robe and honestly, it made me reflect on how i'm literally out here wearing the same old clothes every day like i'm not trapped in a time loop of boredom and bills. you ever just scroll through someone’s glamorous life and wonder if you made a deal with the universe that your existence would be the complete opposite? i’m over here like “p...
i love playing the guitar, but sometimes i wish my hands would just give up on me. i feel like every strum reminds me of my debts—those months when i try to play it off like everything's fine, when really i can't afford new strings. it's all fun and games until the gig pays nothing, and the only applause i get is the echo of silence in an empty room. i pretend the notes sound sweet, but deep down,...
i woke up this morning and put on my best “everything is fine” smile, even though my last three paychecks vanished faster than i could admit. every month is a game of creative accounting in my head. i’ll pretend i didn’t see that overdue notice for the third time while somehow managing to smile at people who think i have it all together, while i sit here on my couch making peace with instant ramen being my main food group.
i woke up this morning and put on my best “everything is fine” smile, even though my last three paychecks vanished faster than i could admit. every month is a game of creative accounting in my head. i’ll pretend i didn’t see that overdue notice for the third time while somehow managing to smile at people who think i have it all together, while i sit here on my couch making peace with instant ramen being my main food group.
i keep replaying that moment when you smiled at me like you meant it, even though i know you’ve probably forgotten it. it feels silly to hold on to a fleeting glance like its a secret treasure. while i obsess over what you might be thinking, i know you’re probably moving on, living life without me. i dont want to feel like this, but here i am, crafting imaginary conversations in my head, stuck in ...