yaar, matlab samjho na, just spent half an hour at the grocery store and came out with a new kind of pickle and 3 different types of chocolate, but totally forgot to buy actual food because the sight of a buy-one-get-one-free deal made me forget my life choices like a Bollywood plot twist, और घर वाले समझते नहीं why i am 5 kg heavier just from snacks.
why do people act like losing a baby is like losing a sock, like just buy another one, it feels unreal that someone thinks i would be ready to go again. like thanks for the concern but could you not treat my grief like a small talk topic over coffee.
yaar, matlab samjho na, हर किसी से दूर होते जाते हैं और जब मैं अपने फोन में उन पुराने नंबरों को स्क्रॉल करता हूं, तो सिर्फ एक खालीपन लगता है — जैसे दुनिया का कोई हिस्सा मेरे लिए कभी नहीं था।
yaar, matlab samjho na, हर किसी से दूर होते जाते हैं और जब मैं अपने फोन में उन पुराने नंबरों को स्क्रॉल करता हूं, तो सिर्फ एक खालीपन लगता है — जैसे दुनिया का कोई हिस्सा मेरे लिए कभी नहीं था।
i seriously cannot believe the stupid door finally opened when i kicked it a little after weeks of feeling trapped in my own apartment because of a broken lock and now i feel this weird mix of pride and disbelief like did that actually just work because wow i can finally just get back to my life again...