saw a neighbor tossing out a box of pristine vinyl records while i was dragging my trash down and now all i can think about is how they probably have a collection worth thousands and here i am sitting in my tiny apartment with chipped plates and a sad little stereo that barely works and wondering how life seems so stacked against me while they smile and throw out GOLD like it’s nothing
मतलब घर के बर्तन साफ कर रहे थे, और सोचा बस थोड़ा सा कर के निकल जाऊँगी, पर अब पूरे दिन का काम ये एक चम्मच की तरह निपटने में लग गया। किसी को समझ नहीं आता कि सिर्फ एक छोटी चीज कर के कैसे अपनी ख़ुशी लूट ली जाए।
yaar, matlab samjho na, just spent hours trying to fix that old laptop, keyboard ke keys kaam nahi kar rahe the, and now i need to decide if i should buy a new one or just keep this—basically feeling like i am stuck with bad options, ghar wale समझते नहीं.
yaar, matlab samjho na, just spent hours trying to fix that old laptop, keyboard ke keys kaam nahi kar rahe the, and now i need to decide if i should buy a new one or just keep this—basically feeling like i am stuck with bad options, ghar wale समझते नहीं.
realized i hadn’t eaten all day when my head was pounding at 9pm and now i just want to crawl into bed but there is still laundry to do and the dishes piled up but ugh whatever i guess. i just hate that i always think about food but forget to actually eat, why am i like this?